I have been knocked down, I have raised myself up, and I have been beat. But I cant get over Her.
Hermione was a nice girl. But I guess that Harry is a good wizard. However, I am rarely a person who would want to go back to the darkest phase of my life. But then, it so happens that sometimes I just cant help it. The fact is that I had loved her. The fact is that I have just pushed those memories into a small corner of mt heart and have moved on in life.
I have always believed that nobody is indispensable in one's life. However, sometimes it so happens that I dont want to believe in all that bullshit. I have been listening to advice all day long. I dont wanna listen to some cheapshot like him give me advice. And the fact is that I am tired. And lost. The fact also remains that Dee Dee is going away on the 12th. I am gonna feel alone and tired.
I wonder... Am I upto it? When I told Saurya this, he called me a monumental idiot. He said that I just not think about whether I would be upto it. It would come naturally. The more I think about it, I would become weaker.
I just wonder. And I know in my heart. I can do it. I can. Because I have the faith.
Love, laughter n keep the Faith